'the soft melancholy of this tragedy slowly shut my eyelids'.

Hold me once for everytime I sat alone and went to sleep in loneliness and emptiness.



Kotoba ni dekinai... Ima wo fureteitai ...

I have feelings. It's just that I can't share them with others the way I'd like to.

Come and hug me.

Motto kimi to itai kedo, motto soba ni itai kedo
Motto koe wo kikasete yo, motto koko ni itai kedo

Namae wo wakaranai kimi wo ...

Hug me, cause I've been making friends in my mind again.


Inside this darkness
What do I want to feel in my life?
Who do I want to be loved by?
Who do I want to protect?
Everything looked too bright when I could see the answers
I felt dizzy, got scared and ran away
Is it too late? Can you save my soul?

That time.

Do you remeber that time when I would only eat boxes of peaches?
So cheap and juicy.
Peaches.
And I would burry myself deep in books, in words and numbers and calculations.
And I wouldn't go out with days cause I had to study hard.
Baccalaureat.

Now I'm on the next level, living somewhat on my own, buying my own food, my own clothes and stuff. Working to make butter for my piece of bun. Yep, I'm worken'

I'm worken' and I'm wishing, hoping, dreaming that one day, soon, I will get out of the "rat race" and start really really living freely.

Oh Lord, what a glorious save, you've made my day.


"Ingen ting."

I like the way it sounds. 'Specially said by a certain someone :D

Teehee, some nice people who come by the restaurant for a bite to eat want to teach me Norwegian.

"Du forstår ingenting."

Au :))

Not really ingen ting, just a tee wee bit.

Edit (an hour or so later)

Just got back to my room. Went upstairs to give my present for my mom to a fellow house mate.
They were watching Troy so since Garrett Hedlund plays a role in that movie I stayed to watch a wee bit, drank a beer with the guys and when Garrett love was dead I returned to my room.

Now I must sleep.

Til next time,
Good night.

Started livin'

Incet, incet, dar sigur incep sa ma integrez.

Pe 20 am fost la concertul lui Sondre Lerche de la Checkpoint Charlie.

Cat am mai cautat biletu' ... 7-11, Narvesen, Posta! Nimic! Vroiam sa renunt. Dar ceva ma punea sa tot incerc.

Tot direct de la Checkpoint l-am luat. Am fugit de la restaurant la 8, in conditiile in care cu o seara inainte imi rezervasem biletul. Am platit si mi-a pus o stampila pe mana, apoi m-am intors la restaurant. Dupa ce ca aveam unghiile verzi/albastre inchis, mai parea ca am si tatuaj =)))) Si ma alerga un coleg prin restauant sa-mi puna un plasture pe mana sa nu comenteze vreun client ca ia uite ce ospatari au astia (desi la ei, multi ospatari, bucatari etc sunt tatuati pana-n gat).

Oricum, a fost super smecher.

La encore, a lasat microfonul, s-a apropiat de noi, aia din primul rand, si ne-a cantat asa unplugged <3

Dupa, la final, a trecut tipu' de la clape pe langa mine si l-am oprit putin, "Un autograf ceva, se poate?" A stat putin pe ganduri, apoi a zis "Vino cu mine" si m-a dus in backstage :)))

Am facut cunostinta cu Sondre si cu tobosarul care o cunoaste pe Regina Spektor <3
Am facut poze, i-am zis ca dupa seara aia sunt fan declarat :D

Da, si mi-am luat o bere, si beam o bere singura intr-un colt intunecat, asa trist. Si cand sa ma imprietenesc si eu niste tipe, pac! urca Sondre pe scena si nah, ce sa mai vorbesti?

Super carismatic omu' asta. Si am avut un norooooc, ca de obicei el canta melodii destul de mellow asa, dar atunci a fost intr-o "rock disposisjon" cum de altfel el singur a zis-o.

Aaaanyway, miercurea asta e alt eveniment la Checkpoint. Si ma duuuuc, Stand up comedy in english pentru comunintatea straina din Stavanger :D

Acum ma duc sa cutreier magazinele in cautarea unui cadou pentru mami.

Til next time,
Cheers!

Dum Spiro Spero

Another year has come to pass, are you doing well?

Although the loneliness hasn’t disappeared, I am doing my best.

Everyone is also doing their best!

See you!

Movies that have left an impression when I watched them in this year.
“Precious”
“Orphan”

And I am currently into Def Leppard...

An interesting fragment of Kaoru's corner in Haiiro no Ginka vol. 52 - September '11 Issue.

It's just like "wow" how this guys style of writing, detailing, seeing things in general resembles my own.

But then again, I am his feminine version. Or at least so it seem, and it doesn't bother me in the least. Au contraire! :D

But it's getting really late and tomorrow is just another work day ... must prepare my chemises for the following work days. In other words, that means I have to get up even earlier.

That being said, off to sleep Ale goes!

Mata ashita!

And another thing, saw an add with Sondre Lerche's concert, I kinda wanna attend it :D

'Aight, 'aight, off to sleep!

Shabadaba

Am net acasaaa :D

Mi-am personalizat si laptopul si blogul si tot :D

Tre sa recuperez cu informatia.

Aveam niste planuri pentru decembrie, dar cred ca aman ...

Sunt atat de multe de zis, incat nu stiu de unde sa incep. O sa scriu cand e timp si cand e inspiratie.

O sa incarc niste poze :D

Cutey-uty, la costuuuum acolo in spate <3

Haruki Murakami - Sputnik Sweetheart *fragment*

Beetle!

Pistachio cookies.

Bubbleman Engine; MAA's new album.