28 Februarie

There's something cold about today. And It's not because this band is from Denmark.Nor because it's February and it's freezing outside.


Its the feeling I got when I realized that in a few months I'll be thrown into the real life.


I won't lie. I'm a bit scared. Will I make it?


I'm trying to find something thats mine. Like a sanctuary. An idea, an image, a dream in the back of my mind where I can go when I'm feeling uncertain and I can recharge my batteries/my self-esteem.


A sound, an image, an idea. Mine only. Strictly off limits for others.


I have an image to hold on to for now. But I don't know if it will materialize and I don't know how much longer it will be mine. I should build a back-up.


What do I really want? What do I really want to do? What am I good at? 


[Kings of Leon - The Immortals]


"The open road, the path of greatness
It's at your fingers
Go be the one that keeps on fighting
Go be the stranger
Just put your foot in front' the other
Crow like the rooster
We are allowed to get us something
Free as a danger"

Path of Greatness ... sounds soooo good <3

I'm starting to reaaally like this song :D

It's getting a meaning.

Future assured.

The path is unsuspected and random, but thats "surreal" :D

It's gonna be great. Like I said few days ago, I'm pretty sure what I'll be focusing later on. I've got 4 years to start something.

Another sign I'm on the right track:

"No dream is too big or too late to fulfill. You may be thinking about your special dreams today, Aquarius. Perhaps you aspire to do something really great, be a pioneer in some field, or be a prominent figure. Whatever it is can happen if you believe in yourself and work toward it. Don't let naysayers stop you. If you decide you can, you probably will."

Up, up and awaaaaay \:D/

It's special <3

Ieri în Tokyo, azi în București.

Din păcate, ma refer doar la zăpadă.


In curând, o sa ma refer și la mine.


Invers.


"Ieri in Bucuresti, azi in Tokyo."


Oh, Imagine that...


Ce voce perfecta are <3


Lapte cu multa, MULTA cacao :D


Ma tot uit la lumanarica mea parfumata, cred ca o am de mai mult de 1 an, si n-am aprins-o nici acum. Planuisem s-o inaugurez azi, dar nu-s free. N-am terminat programul pe saptamana asta. Abia maine sau poimaine.


Am facut rost de niste ringtones cu my "sister". Her ballerina byainsystem is sooo cool <3


Vreau breloc din Norvegia <3 si p-asta o sa-l am foarte curand, cam o saptamana :D


Phones ringing off the hook! 


My ballerina brain system is working. 50%. Must charge to 100%. Work, brain, work!!


I want to smile freely with an endless vacation ahead of me.


Few more months.


But he works so hard! Teach me how to work hard and focus, Cuteness!


Yes, you'll be waiting,but c'mooon, I'm stressing out here!


Still, I have a long way to go. I'll make it, I promised!


Alright, alright, C, I'll go work my brain to full power!


Off I go, homework awaits.


Up, up and away!!


Owari.

5 Februarie - 19 ani!!

Iete că veni şi ziua asta :D Ziua mea :D

 Cuvintele cu inspiraţia nu se împletesc azi.

 The early birthday present. Just the way I expected it to be <3

 Urări de la apropiaţi :D

 Încerc să-mi organizez "Vision Catalogue"-ul :D şi materialele pentru Dezvoltare Personală.

 Ce pot să zic, anu' ăsta o să fie PLIN. Sper să fac faţă cu brio şi să iasă totul perfect.

 Cum spunea cineva : "I do that and surpass it one at a time to build my new self."

 Şi cum tot aceeaşi persoană zicea : "We have to this day and will continue to face new changes and evolution without any fear.  How about you? Why don't you too try to pursue your dreams and the things you love without any fear?"

 Well, let's pursue our dreams, darling dearest!! We already are, actually.


 This Ballerina Brain System of mine is a bit lazy these days...

 I'll make it work perfectly again from today on.

 I'll put a Tutu on and dance like a Ballerina \:D/

 Ca dorinţe:
 Subiectele la bac să fie cele pe care ştiu eu să le rezolv.
 Să mă văd cu bacu' luat, cu notă mare, să pot intra la facultatea aleasă fără probleme.
 Să mă văd în Norvegia, angajată, cu primu' salariu într-o mână şi în cealaltă mână cu chitara.



 Ca o scurtă recapitulare a celor întâmplate de la ultima postare şi până acum:
 - Am terminat modulul A2 Germană cu calificativul Excelent :&gt; , nu mă aşteptam pentru că simt că nu mi-am dat interesul nici măcar 60 % din cât pot.
 - Am pierdut vreo 2 prieteni. În ritmul ăsta, n-o să mai am niciun prieten vechi :))) Shit happens, ştii cum e, oamenii funcţionează pe bază de energie, diferite unde, şi undele se schimbă, şi persoanele din jur se schimbă, pentru că trebuie să te acordezi pe frecvenţa nouă, şi persoanele vechi nu te mai înţeleg şi nici tu nu le mai înţelegi pe ele. E ceva natural.

In afara de astea, vreau tort, multa ciocolata!! &lt;3

Pana data viitoare,

Dance like a Ballerina!!