Note to self.

Watching the tiny sunlit particles of dust dance in suspension  while reflecting, pondering, should I? should I not?The signs, maybe fate, maybe coincidence.

I just want to make sure you've read what I wrote.

"Get well soon."

The piano and the sad electric guitar; the background sound, the sun reflects on my guitar strings just like my thoughts rule my tensed features.

I wish I could feel victorious in all of my thoughts and actions.

Turning my major uncertainty into minor chords, my guitar is mourning.

Sometimes I feel I can do anything with these small white hands of mine. I'll hold tightly to my ideals and we'll walk hand in hand.

One of these days, you're gonna hear ...

Someone, somehow, Entry Number One.

Graduation!!!

Gata bah.


S-a dus liceul.


Premiul I \:D/


Reconcilieri for ol' times sake, multe poze, colegi vechi si noi, care vor deveni tot vechi etc.


[MAA - Come again]


Amintiri frumoase. As fi vrut sa-mi reamintesc totul in preajma tuturor persoanelor care au marcat aceasta era pentru mine. Dar, persoana cea mai (probabil) importanta lipseste cu desavarsire. N-am sa ascund faptul ca-mi lipseste si stiu ca shit happend si ca probabil n-am sa-i mai pot adresa vreodata nici macar un "Buna".


I have it all (almost), but if I can't at least hug you and see your heart-warming smile for me only, then everything is less colourful and joyful. Nope, I don't wanna sound poetic or dramatic. It's just how I feel. I'm not asking for a lifetime, I'm asking for a moment to set things straight once and for all.


Hanging on to the past like this won't do. You bruised my pride, gotta make you see the truth.


["Somehow, somehow, someone, ah.Entry Number One."]


Dar daca tu nu erai, well, cum era ziua asta? Super smechera!!


Atunci, sa ne prefacem ca totusi tu n-ai existat niciodata.


I'm a winner! b-)


[Tokyo Jihen - Zettai Zetsumei]


De la 3:15 <3

So I kinda learned something ...

... yesterday. God and His mysterious paths.


[Listening to : Ben Barnes - Love Never Dies]


No, no, I did not learn about love :))


[I just watched "Killing Bono" today and the song just got stuck in my mind]


Yesterday, as I was just leaving school, just turned the corner I saw a 1 RON bill on the ground and I thought "Should I take it? No, I'll leave it for someone who really needs it." and when I was about to cross the street, a poor, old man stopped me and asked me if I had 1 RON to give him cause he needed the money to buy some medicin and I told him " Oh, go straight ahead, you'll find 1 RON bill on the ground." 


Dad said that I should've taken the bill and given it to the old man. That's how it was supposed to be. That's how God was answering the man's prayer. 


I'll know better next time. 


But I was so impressed to see how I was part of Gods plan to help someone. Felt kinda ... great. As if I was closer to God somehow. I felt He does exist.


You'll say : "C'mooon, it's just plain coincidence"


And I'll say : Nope, cause dad went through this some time ago (few years), when he was flat broke and he needed money and he found it on the ground,  a shop assistant gave him change to a greater bill, 2 times! That's no coincidence.


So yeah. Life's pretty interesting. The Universe/God answers your prayers every single time, no exception. It's our job to read the signs and act/be at the right time/place.


And another thing : Dont wait for things to happen - make 
them happen.




Til next time,
Cheers!

Pretty, pretty photos

Not mine, I just "stole" 'em while artistically spying on the internet.