My blog is 2 years old!
First ever post here : http://aibiki-no-mori.blogspot.com/2009/04/inaugurare.html
Ah, I remember that day perfectly. I was depressed as hell! It was raining but it was still sunny. Just around this hour I'm writing now (4:32 pm)
I kept listening to that song, in emotional pain.
I only created this blog out of curiosity. Two days prior to creating it, I had the "final,crucial,regretful, vain meeting" with someone. He told me he had a blog, so I thought, "Ah, is it really that interesting?Must see." And thats what I did.
The posts written in the first half of the first year were inevitably marked by sadness, confusion,rage,envy,regret,the hyps- this term amuses me , haha- ( hidden, but always there, in between the lines).
My lack of social activity got me into this. Now I know. Actually, I think I knew all along, but I was too much of a coward to admit it.
I have a lot of friends, but not enough of the ones I need/want.
But after July 3th, everything's gonna change. I'll bloom.
To be continued ...
