There's something cold about today. And It's not because this band is from Denmark.Nor because it's February and it's freezing outside.
Its the feeling I got when I realized that in a few months I'll be thrown into the real life.
I won't lie. I'm a bit scared. Will I make it?
I'm trying to find something thats mine. Like a sanctuary. An idea, an image, a dream in the back of my mind where I can go when I'm feeling uncertain and I can recharge my batteries/my self-esteem.
A sound, an image, an idea. Mine only. Strictly off limits for others.
I have an image to hold on to for now. But I don't know if it will materialize and I don't know how much longer it will be mine. I should build a back-up.
What do I really want? What do I really want to do? What am I good at?
[Kings of Leon - The Immortals]
"The open road, the path of greatness
It's at your fingers
Go be the one that keeps on fighting
Go be the stranger
Just put your foot in front' the other
Crow like the rooster
We are allowed to get us something
Free as a danger"
Path of Greatness ... sounds soooo good <3
I'm starting to reaaally like this song :D
It's getting a meaning.
Future assured.
The path is unsuspected and random, but thats "surreal" :D
It's gonna be great. Like I said few days ago, I'm pretty sure what I'll be focusing later on. I've got 4 years to start something.
Another sign I'm on the right track:
"No dream is too big or too late to fulfill. You may be thinking about your special dreams today, Aquarius. Perhaps you aspire to do something really great, be a pioneer in some field, or be a prominent figure. Whatever it is can happen if you believe in yourself and work toward it. Don't let naysayers stop you. If you decide you can, you probably will."
Up, up and awaaaaay \:D/
It's special <3
